The CRPG Addict: On (Permanent?) Hiatus

Sad news, RPG fans!

In a relatively short (for him) blog post, gaming blogger The CRPG Addict has announced that he is, for now, hanging up his hat and giving blogging a rest for…well, a while, at least.

I finally have to face reality: my workload, plus the non-work goals that I want to accomplish, are not compatible with spending hundreds of hours a month playing computer games. Since I became self-employed last year, all this game-playing is directly affecting my financial security.

When I started the blog, it was because I felt an unnatural compulsion to play these games (I hit upon my plan to play every game in chronological order before I knew I was going to blog about it), and I wanted something positive and permanent to come out of it. Except for one or two weeks of Skyrim, I haven’t felt this compulsion for several months. Although I value your comments and our dialogue, I’m just not having any fun with it. I know that’s showing in both my postings and long absences.

I’m not definitively canceling the blog. It’s possible that at some point this year, my professional life will achieve a greater degree of stability and I’ll find myself with a lot of down time again. Or I may wake up in the middle of the night three weeks from now, and feel a mad desire to explore wireframe hallways, and you’ll seen an erratic posting here or there. In the meantime, I’ll leave the blog active for new readers who want to read my postings on older games.

I, for one, am sorry to see him go, even for a while, although the pressures he feels are certainly ones which I both understand and sympathize with. Balancing a heavily-trafficked website with a thriving commmunity of commentators is, in and of itself, at least a part-time job in terms of the amount of work one is required to invest in it. And since The Addict is working for himself, which means that every hour he spends gaming is an hour he isn’t spending billing a client (and therefore earning money to do things like eat and maintain his source of shelter with), it’s easy to see how it all became quite overwhelming.

Hopefully he’ll pick up and run with the blog again at some point, or maybe accept an offer by another like-minded person (or group of persons) to step in and continue in his footsteps and fine tradition. Time will tell. In the meantime, please join me in wishing him luck and all the best in his real-life endeavours.

6 Responses

  1. Infinitron says:

    This is what happens when you take on a task that’s just too big.
    He should have focused on a particular series of subtype of RPG.

  2. King Lysandus says:

    SO SAD!
    He will never get to Daggerfall!

  3. Andy_Panthro says:

    I hope he returns to it, but I can understand if he doesn’t have the time.

    It’s a shame really, because it was one of the best blogs I’ve read.

    For those who want a similar blog to read, there’s the Adventure Gamer (The Trickster) who is going through all the adventure games in order (inspired by the CRPG addict).

    http://advgamer.blogspot.com/

  4. Micro MagIc says:

    Maybe it’s also because he doesn’t take as much passion in it. I’ll frequently go a year or so without gaming, then I get the compulsion. I lock myself away from the world for several weekends in a row and you won’t see me.

    Then I’ll be all like, wtf am I doing with my life? And I’ll go back to being a regular non-gaming human just long enough for me to forget exactly how formulaic video games are.

    CRPG Addict is burnt out. I’m sure he’ll be back someday. Unless he gets hit by a bus, I’m sure his retirement will be filled with video games ;P.

  5. Sanctimonia says:

    Thanks for the great posts. Best of luck and I hope you find balance.